Time Flies, and a Unknown Zone

[Lhug]8:40，准时走下火车。千里迢迢，我从家乡抵达杭州。

　　坐在车中，穿梭过繁华的市街，心里平静如水，没有兴奋，没有愁思。 　　进入学校，见到了熟悉的同学，礼貌地打招呼。清理完东西，安顿好后，开着网络还是坏的电脑，胡乱地拿鼠标乱点乱划。身体其实不累，却只想瘫坐在椅子上，一动不动。一种空虚感涌上心头。是对转瞬即逝的寒假的怨气，是对不能常回的家乡的怀念，是对亲人的牵挂，是对新学期的未知。我就坐在这，没有快乐的事让我兴奋，也没有忧伤的事让我难过。 　　实话实说, 寒假一眨眼功夫…… 　　I miss the style of life very much… I wanna turn the time back, though I may find something enjoyable later in Hangzhou. Still, I sit in front of the notebook, writing a lot of meaningless sentences. Maybe it's a way of opening one's heart, maybe afterwards, I'll feel less displeased till I throw my words out. 　 　　明天开始上课，对我来说，全新的阶段一定要由我亲手开启。 　　等会就要去食堂吃饭了，想念妈妈做的香喷喷的饭菜。呵呵，火车上妈妈给我带菜的饭盒还没洗呢。 　　But, how could this happen, I'm looking forward to the coming Vocation of Labor Day as well as the summer holiday… It's a little bit futile indeed, so, try not to be