My Heart Fall into Pieces

It's a hard day, not only today.

After taking a trip to Zhejiang University, I even never feel happy. The hopeless dark has been surronded my soul for a long time. Being covered, I felt hard to breath.

My classmates have got over the College Entrance Test thing. They have a miserable experience. But unless the can relax for entire 2 months! What about me? Stuck in the chair and doing the crazy math exercise!

I hate it! I hated and hate math! Sometimes I even imagine the happy time I share with my friends and relatives after our huge tests if I didn't take the easy way to university. How I wish I could get through this! But now I know I couldn't enjoy my entire so-called "holiday".

A famous author used to say: "China is a test-country, everything in the amazing land must be solve by a abnormal method." That's the point. We cannot change the truth, the only reaction is to obey the terrible rules. But I still can't remove my angry from my parents. The always stare at the top, but they do not know my little tiny feeling. I need relax! I was robbed by exam. But the time I nearly touch the freedom, a pair of big hands appears, and pulled me down again.

I will never have the real vacation. These days I am sad, and I found myself losing all the ethusiastic. I'm getting lazy and crazy. Where is the happy side of me? Is my percious summer holiday really will sucked?

I don't know. Maybe it has a good aspect. I just don't want it be screwed up whelther by me or my parents.

Bless me. I'll show something to prove later. Time is a great god.